Gossip Girls

Around 4 months ago, during the reading week in the first semester, I finished watching all 7 seasons of Gilmore Girls! And this time around (reading week for the second semester), I marathon-ed my way up all the way through 6 seasons of Gossip Girls!!!

I am always bunking in at the Almurisis' that I ended up watching this series. Full of drama I tell you, like you just can't stop watching the episodes. But thank God for Netflix!! Only GBP 3.50 per month!! Thank you Fatin hehehe.

Initially, when I couldn't care less about this show, Najwa has already spoiled who was the real Gossip Girl to me. But then, I wouldn't give two hoots about it and I actually forgot about it. Trust Najwa for giving me spoilers all the time! I still want to kill her for spoiling HIMYM's ending ughhh.

But anyhoo, Gossip Girl was okay for me. It's great that the flow of the drama keeps you wanting to know more but sometimes there's just too much going on that you just go "GIVE ME A BREAK ALREADY!!" Since, we're sort of watching it from Gossip Girl's point of view, it really made you feel like an outsider. Sometimes you will actually feel jealous for real! Astaghfirullah, ini semua duniawi.

The development of the characters are amazing. But I hate Serena, I just really hate her. Why would people think she's even nice? Just don't. As for Dan, I love love him during season 1, but then he turns into an annoying brat so now I hate him as much as I hate Serena (no wonder). My favourite character will definitely be Blair like oh come on she's Queen B, like ME! All of her outfits are just on point, all the time. Omg, I just love Blair Waldorf. If I was ever on the Upper East Side, I will definitely be her. And obviously, I ship "Chair". Chuck-Blair, definitely. Their love story is so much more interesting (but most of the times just as stupid) as Serena's. Oh and ummm Nate? I barely notice he's there hahahaha but he's cute so okay. Not to forget, I love the pairing of Rufus and Lily, they were supposed to end up together!!

Now, what tv shows should I watch next? Hmmmmm.

But okay, maybe I should study. Lol.

Grumpy or Mad?

We are in front of Najwa's house back from Brussels when,

Najwa  : It wasn't that bad of a trip kan? I didn't get grumpy at all, and you (Shaza) too.
Shaza   : True, I didn't get grumpy at all!
Me       : Eh haah, betul lah, I also didn't get mad.
Najwa  : Yeah Bihah, you don't get grumpy, you get mad.
Me       : Hahhahahaa I know!!


So, I have to admit that it is true, I don't get grumpy. I get mad. Like mad, MAD.

I guess it's just me, I'm not so sure myself. Sometimes, when I got angry I just let it all out, voice out my mind. But most of the times, I'll just keep it in, be silent and hurt myself. That's what most people do right?

"When angry, keep yourself in silence"

It's probably one of the hardest things for and egomaniac like me to handle, but I really reaaaaaally am trying. IT'S HARD! 

Ya Allah, give me strength!