Assalamualaikum.
Let me clear this out. It is not that I don't want to blog - I REALLY DO WANT TO BLOG!! - but there's just this barrier against blogging. I'm afraid. There, I said it.
These days, I'm trying my best to be a better Muslim than I was before. I believe, as a Muslim, there's always more room for improvement, and I want to improve. That's why I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I'll post something that will eventually lead to me, being riak or takabur. Or maybe, post something that would hurt others. Nauzubillah.
No, no. Don't got me wrong, I'm not here to write on 'VERY' personal stuffs. I just want to write. Oh wait, I'm not really sure on what to write here, but I just want to write. I have a feeling something will happen in my life. Hohoho come on, something happens in everyone's life. Well, to make it easier, I just want to put my thoughts in words, because you know, for them to just ponder in my mind, it don't help much. I need some of my brain capacity for studies, so this is a way for me to back up my data. Haha.
And please, I'm not expecting any response from anyone *talking to myself*. Maybe you know, somewhere in the future, I would just read back all my posts and laugh and go through another can't-believe-I-thought-of-that moment.
But I shall remind myself, to always istiqamah on what I'll be writing on. My mom always said that, to always istiqamah in anything you do. InsyaAllah.
