But of course, most of the time the evil side got the better hand of me. This is so frustrating. At the very least, I think I deserve to be disappointed.
Up till right now I just can't figure out what I did wrong or what I didn't do.
Do you have it to?
The kind of things that you can only mention to yourself. The stuff that you can't even imagine coming out of your mouth. The idea that will only swarm your mind and heart. You can't even bring it up to the closest people you have in life.
This is just another one of my rants, it'll go away but I just need to blow off some steam.
But seriously?
Ugh.
Ya Allah, please give me strength.
